Wednesday, 30 October 2013


You don't like to be racist,
but you still want to be racist,
just because of some people you don't like.
Please don't contradict yourself.
Either you admit you're racist,
or you are not.
Full stop.

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

Alone on Mountain

It is Hajj season.
Believers are crowding into the Sanctuary.
A Sanctuary where everything begins.

My heart seems to follow the wind.
It keeps blowing me to a mountain.
I don't know which peak it is.
Standing on top of everything.
Admiring His majestic creations.

My heart keeps wanting to be alone
alone on the mountain.
But it doesn't feels lonely.
Who is accompanying me actually?

A yearning so great,
no language can match it.
Only you & Creator.
Please treasure this solace,
before the Day,
only you & Allah,
coz' by that time,
you're standing on fiery field....

Monday, 21 October 2013


When you are single, they ask you when you'll get married.
When you're married, they'll ask you when you'll have baby.
When you have baby, they'll ask you when you'll have second one.
But hardly anyone will ask you, "when you'll have a second wife?" 

Don't ask me, I'm not looking for any extra 

Sunday, 20 October 2013

From Buddhism to Islam- What Does It Mean To Me?

My conversion from a Buddhist to a Muslim does not mean I have leave Buddhism as my religion.
However, being a Muslim actually helps me to put the basic Five Precepts of Buddhism (pañca-sīla) into practice everyday.

What are the Five Precepts taught in Buddhism?

Pañca-sīla / The Five Precepts 
(In Pali & English language)

1) Pāṇātipātā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.
    I undertake the training rule to abstain from killing.

2) Adinnādānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi
    I undertake the training rule to abstain from taking what is not given.

3) Kāmesumicchācāra veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.
    I undertake the training to avoid sexual misconduct.

4) Musāvādā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.
    I undertake the training rule to abstain from false speech.

5) Surāmerayamajjapamādaṭṭhānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi
     I undertake the training rule to abstain from fermented drink that causes heedlessness.

Friday, 18 October 2013



Cina mahu ISLAM la...

You might not hear them saying this now. But on the Judgement Day, you will hear that...loud & clear. How are you going to fulfill their wish at that time?

-self reminder

Wednesday, 16 October 2013

Poem #14:雪,血



Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Poem #13

I have always hope to get married as soon as possible.
And if possible, as instant as cooking instant noodles.
But often we forget that 
only through Allah, the final result is fulfilled. 
Whether is now or later, 
patience & optimism towards Him is the car key
towards journey to nikah.

Thursday, 3 October 2013

Separated but Connected

A separation between us to faraway places from each other has made me realize that only Allah is all-able to connect us both together~

O Allah, please guide me to be among the patient ones, who put one's trust in You only...