Wednesday, 31 December 2014

Why So High?

Mind if someone can enlighten me please?

Blasting high fireworks
in the name of New Year celebration,
Why blasts so high?
For whom to see?

Your pair of eyes,
your pair of ears,
and your one & only heart,
isn't far from your soul.

So why blasts so high?
Mind if someone can enlighten me please?

On a nation where many are mourning.
Tears flow along gushing flood.
Flowing over airplane debris.
These fireworks no longer cheer hearts.

Instead of counting how many colourful blasts up the sky,
Count our blessings from Allah Most High that colour our world.

Thursday, 25 December 2014

Musibah Utara & Kita

Allah tak lantik kita jadi jurucakap rasmiNya,
jadi, usahlah hanya kata Allah murka dengan kita.
Kita bukan Allah Maha Hakim pun,
maka, usahlah kita mengkritik pasal orang yang tak bertanggungjawab.

Karena mengeluh tak akan ubah apa-apa.
Itu buatlah masa PRU nanti.
Biarlah bertempat, kan?

Kita hanya berpangkat hamba Allah saja.
Marilah kita bergading bahu,
buat apa yang perlu.

Sama-samalah kita berdoa,
memohon keredhaanNya.
Sama-samalah kita bergabung tenaga,
menyokong para sukarelawan.

Kerana kejayaan rakyat,
bermula daripada perpaduan sejagat.

Wednesday, 17 December 2014

Silent Journey

One's journey is a journey towards seeking peace.
Therefore speak nothing except with compassion, or else be silent.
Coz' nobody will fully understand what hardship one is going through.
Coz' one's absence does not mean he wish to be absent.
I need love, I need mercy, I need hope.
Who can provide me with all these?
I am tired of explaining about my disappearance.
Only solitude with my Creator,
I shall be able to rise back.
I'm only sorry for my hiatus,
but I'm not sorry for what I've gone to.
Bitter it may be to meet them back,
It's okay my dear.
As long as You are not displeased with me,
I'm willing to endure all these.

Monday, 8 December 2014

Grandma's Advice

Discovered my old Facebook post dating from 27th August 2011:

"I am touched by my grandma's words. When we had a good chat yesterday, she was in fact, open-minded towards children who wish to convert to other religions, as what she's touched the most is kindness towards her. Perhaps, through Allah, she said to me "You must be firm in anything you decide in your life and not simply swayed; otherwise you cannot make proper decisions in life". The word she used to describe this is "忠主""

Sunday, 7 December 2014

Slave of Allah

Slave of Allah, huh?

When you've realize that you're nothing but just a slave to Allah, you won't be surprise anymore when other people said something hurtful and insulting to you.

Because you're just a slave. Slaves are not always treated kindly. People can walk all over you by thrashing you with degrading words and actions.

But since you're a slave to Allah, know that you've the best Master whom you can rely on. He is Al Wadud (Most Loving), Al Hakim (Most Wise), and Al Wakil (The Dependable) too, just to mention a few.

By knowing this, what worthy can you get if you're a slave to sex, money, fame, drugs, etc?

Therefore as a slave to Allah, you just bring your grief to your Master. You just have to answer to Him, not the human oppressors. Know that He is listening closely no matter what.

You're nothing in the sight of Allah. You're just like a tiny speck of dust compared to countless other creations in the whole universe. Yet, Allah is so merciful that He cares to answer to your calling. After all, his other name is Ar-Rahman (Most Merciful) too.

That's also why it is never insulting to call yourself a slave to Allah. The Arabic word for that is Abdullah. There's no better title than Abdullah, not even President, His Imperial Majesty, Sir, Tun, Datuk Seri, etc...

Wednesday, 3 December 2014

Allah Miss You

You miss your darling

despite being away for only a day.

How much then does Allah miss you,

every single moment,

awaiting your prayer to Him

despite Himself free from all needs?